Big Mind, Voice dialogue
Leaving AA I have decided not to go back to AA. I am fed up with the religious overtones and the inability to criticise the movement. Having decided this I find myself craving alcohol, as... More »
Leaving AA I have decided not to go back to AA. I am fed up with the religious overtones and the inability to criticise the movement. Having decided this I find myself craving alcohol, as... More »
I have made a decision this week to stop going to AA. I am disappointed that the organization is so insular and any new methods for handling sobriety are viewed with suspicion. there is also... More »
Went to an AA discussion meeting today. I brought up the topic of alternate 12 steps. This went down like a lead balloon.it seems that this morning in my group there was no tolerance for... More »
Reconstructing The Wreckage Of The Future. I heard this this evening, a friend was describing his obsessive thinking. I laughed because this is something i readily identify with, definitely the story of my life.... The... More »
I don't drink anymore..I used to drink most evenings maybe some wine at dinner, a couple of Brandies and perhaps the odd beer. About ten years ago my eldest daughter refused to see me anymore... More »
Acceptance time again.Like doing physical relaxation exercises it comes in waves. I am having to accept that I have a mental health condition that waxes and wanes continuously, I can shorten the down times by... More »
Major clearout of stuff this week,Physical and digital, took over three hours to sort my Computer files. New Meds seem to be working,sleeping 12 hours a night at the minute. have started step 4 in... More »
Physically very run down,new meds have kicked in. Had to throw out a load of sleeping tablets as I was thinking of going to sleep for a very long time. Sinus infection has flared up... More »
have had a difficult 24 hours.Things are starting to resolve... I have decided to take decisive honest action and communication in order to sort things out. this is working so far, the fear and panic... More »
DVD player on computer failed to play a dvd.....head went temporarily..Blamed the Computer, managed to be rational and not break the thing,took dvd back to rental store,got it exchanged and watched a different one this... More »